Saturday, March 5, 2011

Hosanna

I see the king of glory
Coming on the clouds with fire
The whole earth shakes
The whole earth shakes

I see his love and mercy
Washing over all our sin
The people sing
The people sing

Hosanna
Hosanna
Hosanna in the highest

I see a generation
Rising up to take their place
With selfless faith
With selfless faith

I see a near revival
Stirring as we pray and seek
We're on our knees
We're on our knees

Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like you have loved me

Break my heart from what breaks yours
Everything I am for your kingdoms cause
As I go from nothing to
Eternity

(Hosanna-Hillsong United, Austrailia)

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

Who I Am

God spoke something to me when I was driving today. He said,

"Until you begin to fully see yourself the way I see you, you will never be as effective as I want you to be. When your perception of yourself is less than My perception of you, you will not be free to completely flow in my Spirit. You will still flow, but with apprehension and with insecurity. When you embrace yourself the way I see you, only then can I flow through you unhindered."

So, when I got home, I began to say, OK Lord, how do you see me? A flood of scriptures entered my head, starting with

I am the head and not the tail, the top and not the bottom. (Deuteronomy 28:13)
I am fearfully and wonderfully made. (Psalm 139:14).
I am a new creature. (2 Cor 5:17)
I am filled with power, with the Spirit of the LORD, and with justice and might. (Micah 3:8)
I am strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. (Ephesians 6:10)
I am the apple of His eye. (Zechariah 2:8)
I am the child of the Most High. (Luke 6:35)
I am loved by God and nothing can separate me from His love. (Romans 8:35)
I am chosen by God. (Ephesians 1:4)
I am forgiven and my sin-debt is paid. (Colossians 2:13-14)
I am strengthened for all tasks to which God calls me. (Philippians 4:13)
I am never alone --- God will not leave me. (Hebrews 13:5)

I could go on and on, but what a great start!

The world is so busy telling us what we are NOT, convincing us if we just did this or that, or bought this or that, THEN we would be fulfilled. If we only looked a little thinner, darker, blonder, sexier, then we would truly be content. We are constantly trying to measure up to the latest supermodel, top notch job, flashy car, thinking that is what is going to bring us contentment. In the church, the religious spirit rises up today, just as it did in Jesus' time. Remember what the word says, "There is nothing new under the sun". (Ecclesiastes 1:9). The minute you stand up, and declare who you are in Christ (according to what God has spoken in His word), all the hairs stand straight up on the backs of the deeply religious, and a, "Who do you think you are" attitude rears it's ugly head. Satan does not want us to understand and become who we are in God's eyes. Because when we do, we will walk in a holy boldness, powerful and mighty in the strength of the Lord, and we will be used by God to destroy the chains and shackles that have bound ourselves, our loved ones, and all those around us. We will take back ground that he has stolen. We will boldly speak the word of God, bringing thousands into forgiveness and right relationship with their Lord. 

I have been asleep too long. It's time to be who I was created to be. It's time for you to be who God has created you to be.

Be the real you.

Monday, February 28, 2011

Receptacles

Last week, I did a MAJOR cleaning in our house. Things had just gotten out of control and there were messes everywhere! I have say that the boys room was the worst it has been in a long time. It took us nearly two hours to get to a place where I could vacuum the carpet and close the closet doors again. They had clothes and toys everywhere. When we finished, I had the boys sit on the floor with me and we had a little talk. I asked them why they thought it was so hard for them to keep their room clean. Jonathan piped up, as he usually does, and he said, "We don't have any place to put our dirty clothes and our toy boxes aren't big enough". I looked in the corner where their hamper use to be and, sure enough, it wasn't there. I looked at their toy boxes and they were both overflowing. Because there was a lack of a place to put dirty clothes, they ended up on the floor, on the bed, under the bed, in the closet and in the toy box. Granted, they could have just made a pile in the space where the hamper used to be, or they could have asked me where the hamper was, but they didn't. I retrieved it from my room (oops), and put it back in it's place. We still need to go through the toy box. They hold on to EVERYTHING (gee, I wonder where that trait comes from?), so there is not enough room for all they have. Time to do some thinning out, some donating, and some trashing of broken toys!

This morning, as I was doing my Monday maintenance of the rooms, I went into the boys room and picked up the full hamper and looked around. Their floor was neat. Their closet was orderly. Only one sock under the bed. Amazing. So, as you can imagine, it got me thinking, as these things usually do.

I began to ponder how having a proper receptacle, in this case a hamper, enabled the boys to keep order in their room, and please their mother. Yes, they had to put some effort into it. They had to walk over to the hamper and put the clothes in, but there was a place to receive it, ready and waiting. Just like in our physical lives, our spiritual lives need to have a receptacle to receive spiritual things. We have to purposely create a place where the Spirit of the living God can deposit into us. A container where we can receive all that the Holy Spirit wants to fill us with. Sometimes we have no container at all. We have too many other things on our plate, sometimes even "churchy" things, that we have allowed to take up all the room, neglecting to designate a special place just for the things God wants to download into our lives. Other times, we have a receptacle, but we have allowed it to become filled with other junk, like the boys toy boxes where I found toys, clothes, school papers, movies, etc...so that when the real important things come our way there is no more room left. Sometimes our receptacle is there, empty, waiting to be filled, but because we haven't taken the proper care to maintain it, there are cracks and holes, and the things that God wants to pour into it, spill out and are wasted. I am entering a new place with the Lord. A place where I want to be in a position to receive and pour out, receive and pour out, where the Lord can use me to touch those around me. I want to have more of a kingdom vision, rather than the same old same old. So today, I am taking some time to get my receptacle in tip-top shape. I am getting into His word. I am praying. I am spending time in His presence, just Him and me. I am fine tuning my instruments, and sharpening my weapons. I am dusting out the cobwebs of religiosity and setting my vision on those things that are of eternal value. Luis and I are stepping out in faith more now than we have ever done before. And now, more than ever, we are acutely aware of how much we need to be ready vessels for the Spirit of God to pour into, transform, transcend barriers, and touch His creation that He loves so dearly. Make us ready Lord. Help us to do our part. Have your way in us.

Sunday, February 20, 2011

His grace is sufficient...is mine?

Grace:  unmerited divine assistance given humans for their regeneration or sanctification. (Merriam-Webster)

Simply put, grace is something that God has given to us that we didn't deserve, and did nothing in our own strength to obtain.

Sometimes, when I have writer's block yet still have the urge to write, I spend some time searching the scriptures. One of my favorite places online is Bible Gateway . I can search a word, topic, passage, or I can even listen to the Bible being read in a variety of versions and languages. It's a great tool! I looked up the word "grace" on this website. As I scrolled down to see the different passages, I realized something. The word "grace" only appears in the New International Version of the Old Testament ten times. Ten. That got me thinking how grace must have been such a foreign concept in Old Testament times. Still existent, but not very common. If you think about it, we read over and over again about the Mosaic law, about the rules and regulations, about the consequences of disobedience to God. An "eye for an eye" was common punishment, and stoning was the norm for a number of transgressions.  The law was very specific as to what would happen to you if you stole, murdered or coveted. And, as we read in many accounts, people were quick to place blame, pass judgement and carry out punishment. Sometimes I think, "God, why did you let so much time pass from the fall of Adam and Eve until Jesus's death on the cross?" With my limited, feeble knowledge of the universe, I wonder, "wouldn't it have been better to quickly send Jesus, right after the disobedience in the Garden of Eden, so that mankind didn't have to experience any separation from God's presence?" Then it hit me. How better to learn what true grace is, than to experience a world that is, for all intensive purposes, completely absent of grace. God, in His infinite wisdom must have known we would try in our own strength to work our way back to Him. Surely He knew that mankind would be arrogant enough to actually think they could find a way to redeem themselves. If God had not waited, and sent Jesus to die immediately after the fall of man, would we have taken Jesus' death on the cross for granted? Would it have had as much meaning to us if we were never allowed to experience and read about the consequences for sin without grace? I know in my own life, when I had to own up to my sin, and walk through my consequences, those were the times when I learned the most about myself, and my desperate need for grace. I am always fascinated by the way God chooses to carry out His plan. It's rarely the way that I would have done it, and, eventually, His results are always better than I could have ever dreamed.  I also appreciate how God allows us to try to solve our own problems. Then, after we fail (miserably at times), He picks us up and brushes us off, and shows us His way. After Jesus's death and resurrection, grace was poured out for all of us to freely receive, if we so desired. No more sacrificial offerings. No more veil. No more walls between us and God. What an amazing gift! Since God has lavishly covered us in His grace, why then are we so stingy with extending it to others? Sadly, one of the places where grace is missing the most is in the church. Criticism and condemnation run rampant, but grace is kept bottled up. It's no wonder why the Church today is ineffective on many levels. Without the anointing and power of the Holy Spirit, and the work of grace and love, church becomes just another place to get together.

There is a Spanish song by Jesus Adrian Romero called ¿Que SerĂ­a de mi? that we sing in church that says, (loosely translated):

What would have happened to me if You didn't reach out to me?
Where would I be today if You hadn't forgiven me?
I would have a void in my heart
A wanderer without a place or direction
If it hadn't been for your grace and your love.

If we could only keep that perspective all the time, so many things would be completely different inside the church and out. Help us Lord, to appreciate the grace and love that you have shown us, and help us to be quick to freely extend it to others.

"However, I consider my life worth nothing to me; my only aim is to finish the race and complete the task the Lord Jesus has given me—the task of testifying to the good news of God’s grace." Acts 20:24