Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Momentum

Be careful to follow every command I am giving you today, so that you may live and increase and may enter and possess the land that the LORD promised on oath to your forefathers. Remember how the LORD your God led you all the way in the desert these forty years, to humble you and to test you in order to know what was in your heart, whether or not you would keep his commands. He humbled you, causing you to hunger and then feeding you with manna, which neither you nor your fathers had known, to teach you that man does not live on bread alone but on every word that comes from the mouth of the LORD. Your clothes did not wear out and your feet did not swell during these forty years. Know then in your heart that as a man disciplines his son, so the LORD your God disciplines you. Observe the commands of the LORD your God, walking in his ways and revering him. For the LORD your God is bringing you into a good land—a land with streams and pools of water, with springs flowing in the valleys and hills; a land with wheat and barley, vines and fig trees, pomegranates, olive oil and honey; a land where bread will not be scarce and you will lack nothing; a land where the rocks are iron and you can dig copper out of the hills. When you have eaten and are satisfied, praise the LORD your God for the good land he has given you. Be careful that you do not forget the LORD your God, failing to observe his commands, his laws and his decrees that I am giving you this day. Otherwise, when you eat and are satisfied, when you build fine houses and settle down, and when your herds and flocks grow large and your silver and gold increase and all you have is multiplied, then your heart will become proud and you will forget the LORD your God, who brought you out of Egypt, out of the land of slavery. He led you through the vast and dreadful desert, that thirsty and waterless land, with its venomous snakes and scorpions. He brought you water out of hard rock. He gave you manna to eat in the desert, something your fathers had never known, to humble and to test you so that in the end it might go well with you. You may say to yourself, “My power and the strength of my hands have produced this wealth for me.” But remember the LORD your God, for it is he who gives you the ability to produce wealth, and so confirms his covenant,
which he swore to your forefathers, as it is today.
Deuteronomy 8:1-18 NIV


These last few year of economic crisis has undoubtedly touched everyone in one way or another. Whether you have lost a job, an investment, or have just been burdened by higher fuel and cost of living prices, I can say, with certainty, that everyone has been effected. Since Luis lost his job in 2009, and we relocated to Anderson County, South Carolina, we have learned so much about ourselves. I have remained a stay at home Mom, in spite of the tightening of our belts. I have searched and applied for dozens of jobs-dozens of jobs for which I was completely qualified, nonetheless, doors remained closed.  Day after day, I have combed through the job listings online, pray for open doors, applied and waited. I have done everything I know how to do, pursued all the channels at my disposal and prayed, prayed, prayed. I suppose some might look at my situation and say, "Well, where is your God now?" Believe me, I too have questioned, at times, whether my prayers were being heard. Sometimes they felt as if they were ricocheting off a brass ceiling. It's difficult to see all that God is doing, in the midst of our circumstances. But then, as time puts a little distance between us and our struggles, we are able to make sense of those times where we felt as if God was turning a deaf ear. Just like the Israelites who wandered for forty years in the desert, we all have times where we feel as though we are wandering aimlessly in a vast dry land. It is in those times when it is so important to remind ourselves daily (and sometimes hourly or minute by minute) the promises that God has spoken to us. It is also important to stop and remember all that God has brought us through, reminding ourselves that if he did it then, he can do it again! In this passage that I read this morning, Moses held a pep rally of sorts, and reiterated all that was in store for the Israelites in Canaan if they just kept on going. He reestablished the vision and encouraged his people to once again focus on the promises yet to be fulfilled. Then he added an extra dose of inspiration by reminding them of who they were, the miracles God had already performed and battles they had already won. He boosted the morale with yesterday's victories, and inspired the children of God with the hope of tomorrow's triumphs, yet not once did Moses speak to the present location, struggles or circumstances. As it was with the Israelites, so it is with my life and yours. When we choose to fix our eyes on the greatness of all that God has in store, and then gain confidence by remembering all that God had already done, we are caught up in the momentum of those two powerful forces that gives us incentive and motivation to live today with confidence and faith. So even though the doors I thought should be opened are still shut, and I don't see anything happening at the moment, I have a confident expectation that God is at work, and has already made provision for the promises He has given me in the past. To Him, it is already done, because He is not bound by the restraints of time and space as we are. My challenge is to write His words on my heart, and move forward in the flow of His promises and past victories. Great gains take time and nothing monumental happens overnight. My task is to run this race with perseverance as one participating in a marathon and not a sprint. So come on-grab on to your promises, gather up yesterday's miracles and run with me!



Here's some shots from Jonathan's game last night. He scored one goal, and played a super game! Way to go, Blue Lightning!




Friday, March 9, 2012

Thursday, March 1, 2012

While I Wait

I'm waiting

I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am hopeful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it is painful
But patiently, I will wait

I will move ahead, bold and confident
Taking every step in obedience
While I'm waiting
I will serve You
While I'm waiting
I will worship
While I'm waiting
I will not faint
I'll be running the race

Even while I wait
I'm waiting
I'm waiting on You, Lord
And I am peaceful
I'm waiting on You, Lord
Though it's not easy
But faithfully, I will wait
Yes, I will wait
(While I'm Waiting~John Waller)

Music is such a tool for me. It often expresses exactly what I am feeling, even when I can't find my own words. I heard this song on the radio when i took the boys to school this morning and it really spoke to me. Waiting is no fun. Waiting for seasons to change isn't always easy. Waiting for bad seasons to change is even harder! But the Lord reminded me that no matter what season I find myself, no matter what I am patiently (or impatiently!) waiting for, my "waiting on the Lord" should never be a passive thing. Just like the song says, "While I'm waiting, I will serve you, I'll be patient, I will not faint and I'll keep running the race." Really, that's our life in nutshell as we walk with the Lord. While we are waiting for the Lord to unfold His plan, we worship Him in spite of the silence, we serve Him regardless of our situation, and we keep running the race, even when we are weary and don't feel like it. All throughout scripture, God has shown how when we seek him, he reveals Himself, shows His plan, we obey, and His glory falls. From the building of the ark, to the tabernacle, from the Jericho march until the cross, God continually shows His plan, invites us to participate in obedience, and then flood us with His presence, glory and unmistakable ability to make a way where there seemed to be no way. I am in a waiting time right now. It's not necessarily fun, or where I want to be, but I can truly say I am peaceful. I am taking steps toward God and what He has next on the horizon. I am serving Him in where ever I am, while keeping my eye steadfast on Him, waiting for that cloud to lift and begin to move, yet staying firm right where I am until it does.

Monday, February 27, 2012

Relentless

Our Pastor preached on this passage of scripture yesterday, and it lit a fire underneath me!

Luke 18:1-8
Then He spoke a parable to them, that men always ought to pray and not lose heart,  saying:

“There was in a certain city a judge who did not fear God nor regard man. Now there was a widow in that city; and she came to him, saying, ‘Get justice for me from my adversary.’ And he would not for a while; but afterward he said within himself, ‘Though I do not fear God nor regard man, yet because this widow troubles me I will avenge her, lest by her continual coming she weary me.’”


Then the Lord said, “Hear what the unjust judge said. And shall God not avenge His own elect who cry out day and night to Him, though He bears long with them? I tell you that He will avenge them speedily. Nevertheless, when the Son of Man comes, will He really find faith on the earth?”

Verse 1, which sets the tone for the whole parable-ALWAYS pray and don't lose heart!
So many times I pray once or twice, and then wonder if God is even listening, and whine because I haven't received my expected answer yet! I am learning to be consistent with fervor!

But then, the next verses really get me...So here's a widow, who is determined to not only have her case HEARD by this ungodly, uncaring judge, but she also demanded that she be avenged by what her adversary had done against her. She wasn't mousy or timid, she wasn't even polite or well mannered. She was at a point in her life where she knew the judge had the power to answer her plea, and she was not about to take no for an answer. She badgered and bothered and just plain wore that judge's ear out, by her constant petition, until he couldn't stand it any longer and granted her request. It wasn't her faith that moved him. It wasn't her knowledge of scripture or her social position that made the judge act. It was sheer relentlessness on the part of a woman who had been wronged, seeking justice.

Then, God relates this parable to our life, and said: (paraphrased) If that judge, who had no regard for God, and cared nothing for people can bring a swift judgement in favor of the widow, HOW MUCH MORE can our Lord in heaven hear our prayers and act on them in our favor to avenge us against what the adversary has stolen from us? If we continue to pray always for our answer, and don't give up hope, and be relentless in our drive to hear from God and see His justice in our situations, he WILL come through for us! I think our culture has taught us not to beg, and to keep our manners and stop repeating ourselves. Dear Abby has made a living out of telling us how we should behave and the way we should speak. If the truth be told, this widow, in modern times, would be treated as someone with a mental condition who is a little off her rocker. Clearly she would not have been featured on any etiquette magazine. Especially down here in the South, where you hear people always quoting quaint sayings like "Well, you catch more flies with honey." But this passage reminds me that there are times we need to fight persistently, without letting up or giving in, for the situations where we have been wronged-where the devil has come in and robbed us in broad daylight, and we in ourselves have no power to do a thing about it, except to be passionate and determined in asking God, day and night, to bring justice to that situation. Whether it be a loss of a job, years robbed by disease, or any other way the enemy has come against us and the ones we love. And then, when we have persevered, and our justice comes, the adversary is bound to pay back seven times what he stole in the first place! (Proverbs 6:31).

So I am determined to:
PRAY
PRAY without giving in
PRAY believing that God will act
EXPECT justice
EXPECT restoration of what was stolen times seven
and be RELENTLESS until I see it come to pass!

What are you believing for? God is able-Don't give up!