Thursday, September 22, 2011

God's Timing

I am always amazed how perfect God's timing is. He knows exactly what we need, right when we need it. When I was pregnant with Lily, I was so sad that my midwife from Arizona was more than 2000 miles away. She had been such a support to me all through my pregnancy with Jonathan and I just thought I would never find anyone who compared to Edie. Then a friend told me about a midwifery office in Bamberg, S.C., where we met Anna.


Instantly, I felt at ease, and knew that the Lord had everything in order. She had such a sweet spirit, calm voice, and cheerfulness about her. She was never annoyed with Josh, who would love on her, and look over her shoulder as she charted each visit. (He was definitely smitten with Miss Anna!). She quickly picked up on Jonathan's insecurities about losing his "baby of the family" status. She knew my fears of having a baby in my late thirties, and had a way of calming them, even though the risk never actually changed. She was such an encouragement through the entire 9 months.

When it came time for my little Lily to make her grand entrance, Luis, Anna, the nurse and I spent the time (between contractions) talking about the Lord, and all the great things He has done in each of our lives. There was a peace in that birthing room like I had never experienced in my other births. Even as the pain intensified, and the contractions were more frequent, there was a sweet spirit of the Lord that just lingered. It was a beautiful day for so many reasons, and a special friendship formed between Anna and my family.


When I found out that Anna would be leaving the Bamberg practice, I figured that I probably wouldn't see her again, and that she was just a special gift for a season in my life. Little did I know that Anna was originally from Belton, S.C., and that the Lord would moved us, a year later, to that very same town...and what I thought was an end of a beautiful season, in actuality, was only the beginning of a new one.




We love you dearly Anna. You are a special part of our family!

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Lily Turns Two


She was all shy when we sang to her.

It wore off quickly...





Hugs for her monkey from Papa!



Kisses for the birthday girl!


Friday, September 16, 2011

Soccer has begun!



The biggest little soccer fan!

Thursday, September 15, 2011

A Word given on the Tenth Anniversary of 9-11-01

This is a word that was spoken at my church on Sunday, Sept. 11, 2011, by Apostle Ron Carpenter Jr. To watch the service in it's entirety visit http://www.rwoc.org/ .

There is no way you can turn on a TV or radio and not know what today represents and I want to speak to that for a moment. My staff asked me this week and said, “Pastor, what do you want to do? A slide presentation? A video?” And I said I don’t want to do that because I don’t want to take the service down because I believe with Jesus there are no sad endings. I believe with Jesus there is something redemptive in everything. That’s the way I view my life. I had a lot of real crappy stuff I’ve gone through in life, but when you serve the God I serve, there is something redemptive in everything. God will redeem something in every part of your life. Everything. And so I asked the Lord about what I was supposed to do. I wanted to tell you what I felt like God would have us to do. I always believed that America has been spared not because it is a righteous nation. I believe America has been spared because it has a righteous remnant. And there is a theology in the Bible that I sure don’t have time to go through and talk about and prove to you, but it’s “remnant theology”. It’s the way God has always worked. There is no nation where everyone is righteous, but God has always said if there is a remnant in that nation…in fact God told Lot if you can go into Sodom and G and just find me a handful. I don’t mean a whole section of town, he said if you can just find me a handful, I‘ll spare the whole place. The problem was, Lot couldn’t find any. He couldn’t find anybody. And America has it’s share of issues but there is a righteous remnant. You are in here this morning because you have a God you believe in and you believe in his ways and you believe in his righteousness. You believe you are His righteousness. And I want to tell you what I believe happened at 9-11. I am not a sociologist, I’m not an economist , I’m not a psychiatrist or a psychologist, I don’t have data and I don‘t have facts so I am not going to pretend to know something I don‘t. But I am going to tell you my view on it. I don’t believe we started having recession problems in 07 and 08 or whenever year they record it. I believe it stretches all the way back to 9-11 because I believe that was the day America was injected with a huge dose of fear. I believe right now we have a fear problem in America. A vulnerability was exposed. We have never been attacked like we have been attacked there before and if you see the look on the people faces who were a part of it and the people who watched it and the people who went through it you didn’t see a look of sadness, you saw a look of terror, you saw a look of fear. That fear has not subsided and what is wrong with our economy is not a money problem it’s a fear problem. America has never been in a place where it had to make decisions that were fear based. America is known for it’s boldness. America is known for it’s faith. America is known for it’s risk taking. America was born out of boldness. The fact that America was discovered-where there were people that went off on wooden boats and sailed across an ocean and said I believe there is something over there. That’s how this country came to be. We were not born out of a people who were afraid. We were not born out of a people who were fearful we were born of a people who were brave. On 9-11 we got slapped with a dose of fear and when a spirit is injected into a country through an open door, then any decision that is made based out of fear has no ability to benefit you. Fear is your enemy. Fear is when false things appear real. Fear is faith in reverse. Fear is confidence in a negative outcome. Fear is confident the business ain’t gonna work, confident you’re not gonna get the job. Confident you’re gonna lose your investment. Confident you’re not going to be able to send your kids to school. Confident that you’re gonna lose your retirement, confident you’re not gonna be able to sell your house. That is the confidence in the negative. It is the reversal of faith. Faith is believing God for His desired outcome. Fear is believing that the negative outcome will manifest and America has now become a place where people live in negative outcomes. We have a fear problem. We do not have a money problem in America. Aliens did not come down and suck all the dollar bills out of America. There’s no less money than there once was. But what happened? Fear has stopped the current. We call money currency. Currency makes an economy work when it flows it has to have a current. They can have the biggest power plant, they can have a nuclear plant right next to your house but if there is not a current to your house you can’t put toast in the toaster.. They call it currency because it has to flow to benefit an economy. What happens is when fear is injected, currency doesn’t flow, it stops. People don’t risk, people don’t hire, people don’t expand, they don’t do anything. They stop. Why? Because fear is paralyzing. Are you all hearing me today? Are you hearing your preacher? Now, as I approached this I know we have different levels of voting bases in here They say that the Bush administration couldn’t handle the money so we got a new one and now people are mad and they’re saying they can’t handle the money. Of Democrats, Republicans or Independents, nobody can fix fear. Fear is a spirit. You can’t vote on a spirit in the Senate. You can’t reason with a spirit, you can’t talk to a spirit, you can’t vote on a spirit. You break a spirit and cast it out. That’s the way you get rid of a spirit. OK? Now Paul has lived his life, he has finished his course. He’s kept the faith. He kept the faith-he didn’t get into fear, he kept his faith. The guy’s locked up, The guy’s put in prison, the guys shipwrecked the guy’s been through everything, he says I kept the faith the whole time. That’s when you know you keep faith. You don’t know if you keep faith in good times. Can everything become a wreck and you still got your faith? Hallelujah. He said I kept the faith and he’s now beginning to impart before he departs. He wants to take what’s in him and leave it with a young man named Timothy, who is a young Pastor at a church in Ephesus where we get the book of Ephesians. And right in the first chapter right off the bat, let me tell you what he tells Timothy. This is one Pastor who is about to die talking to another pastor who is up and coming and the first thing he wants to address is fear. When God went to Joshua and said you’re it, do you know the first thing He told him? He said Don’t be afraid. Be bold. Be of good courage. Don’t be afraid. Here’s Timothy. He says “therefore I remind you to stir up the gift of God which is in you through the laying on of hands. For God has not given us a spirit of fear but of power and of love and of a sound mind“. You can’t make good decisions when you are scared out of your mind. You’ve been given a spirit of power, of love and of a sound mind. You have not been given a spirit that makes decisions out of a fearful mind. You’ve been given a sound mind. When nobody else thinks clearly, you ought to be able to think clearly. I don’t know if folk are hearing me or not-I am confronting a spirit today. He says “stir up the gift …for God has not given us a spirit of fear”. That’s odd that those two verses are together. Stir up the gifts that are on the inside of you…because you have not been given a spirit of fear. When fear arises, it shuts the giftings of men and woman down. He says ‘you go back and get your sound mind and that stuff that is on the inside of you, you stir it up again!’ He said ‘come out of your fear and understand God gave you POWER!’ And he said ‘you’ve got powerful gifts on the inside of you. Stir them up again and make them work Don’t you sit back paralyzed by your fear and do nothing and watch life pass you by.’ This is what the Lord told me today. He didn’t tell me to show you a slide show, or have something that would make everybody cry. I want you to stand all over this building and I want you to grab the hand of a neighbor, because this is what the Lord instructed me to do with those that I influence today. I don’t know what they are going to do everywhere else, but this is the folk that I influence. He said “If my people who are called by my name will humble themselves and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways” he said “then”- how many know what “then” means? Then means what I am about to say hinges on everything I just said. In other words he said you have to humble yourself , you’ve got to pray, He said you’ve got to seek His face and you’ve got to turn from all that crazy stuff you’re doing. He said you got to quit doing all that crazy mess. You’ve got to turn from your wicked ways and you’ve got to act like you got some sense. He said if you do these things ‘THEN, THEN will I hear from heaven, I will forgive their sins‘…He said ‘if MY PEOPLE will pray I’ll forgive the sins of the whole nation‘. Woo--hallelujah! God said “I’ll wipe away the reproach of the entire nation if MY PEOPLE will get together and say Lord we’ve sinned against you. I will heal their land“. We need healing in our land. I can’t imagine what the people went through that day but you know what? I don’t want to cry no more. I want to fix it. And I want to show the door the thing that entered the door on 9-11. Because the door we let it in we can open it and kick it right back out. We live in a country that is scared, and it’s afraid, and that’s a spirit and it has to be dealt with like a spirit in the name of Jesus, by the power of His blood, by the power of the Holy Ghost, and I am asking you not to be silent, you may say well I’m not a loud person, I’m an introvert, I’m not a type A personality…I’m not asking any of that. I am asking that you not stand there and listen to me pray. If I heard the word of God right today, He could take a few folk in Greenville, SC and heal a state. Heal a region. Impact maybe the whole nation out of something that came floating out of one building and touch heaven today. And I want you to open your mouth out loud because you participate in whatever you are connected with. We are connected with America. If it does well, we are effected. If it doesn’t do well, it effects us, and people connected to us. And I just want to take this time, no altar calls today, I just wanted to take this transition with prayer, and I am just going to take two or three minutes and I want you to passionately and boldly hit the fear that is in our country and I want you to cast it out of your own life. I have been through things that have made me afraid. I looked in mirror one day and said I don’t like what I have become. Why? Because so many things happened to me it made me fearful. I want to turn it loose again. I want to be that renegade guy again. I want to be that crazy faith guy who will believe God for anything again. I don’t want to be cautious, I want to throw that to the wind. I want to believe God for possibilities. So let’s all raise our voices together and we can know that God is going to hear our prayer, forgive our sins and He is going to heal our land today, in the name of Jesus. Are you ready? Begin praying with my. Father God we invoke the name of the Lord Jesus Christ , and His kingdom back on our country, hallelujah, and Lord I am not in control of what everybody does with their life, and I am not in control of media, I am not in control of the TV world, I am not in control of all of the Internet, or the political and judicial systems. But I do know in this building today, we are in control, and Father in the name of Jesus I plead the blood right now over our country and over our place of abode and everything we come in contact with. And we speak to this foul devil, this foul evil spirit called the spirit of fear, we come against you not in might nor in power but by the spirit of God, for the Bible says by my Spirit these this will happen. We come against you by the blood of Jesus. Spirit of fear, the blood of Jesus is against you, and we break your power in the name of Jesus, over the banking system, over the economic structure, over the business habits over the political habits of our nation and we again declare that we will be a people of faith, of boldness and of courage, and we cast you out, out of our mind, out of our home, out of our decisions, out of mornings, out of our days out of our nights, out of our money, out of our business, out of our employment , out of our dealings with people, and we take authority over you and we command you go out. OUT, OUT, OUT, in the name of Jesus. Somebody take authority over it. Tell it to get out of your house. Put your hands on your head and say get out of my mind. Got out of my thoughts. Get out of my kids. Get out, get out, get out in the name of Jesus. Swing wide the door of blessing. Swing open the windows of blessing. Swing wide the doors of courage and bravery, righteousness and Godly standards. Manifest in your people what it is to follow Christ. Let your people once again in America be a city set on a hill, be a light in the darkness, salt that has not lost it’s savor. Oh God, forgive us of our sins, and Lord heal our land, in Jesus name, I thank you for it and I believe fruit’s is being born out of this moment. Praise God.

Wednesday, September 7, 2011

I'll never tire....


...of looking into those big brown eyes

...or that sweet, sweet smile...
...or hearing that contagious giggle...


...or that sweet spirit...





...and his precious voice singing...

...or watching him use his God-given talents...

Behold what manner of love the Father has bestowed on us, that we should be called children of God!
1 John 3:1